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[15 Oct 2009|05:11pm] |
Apartment searching obsessively. ... obseessssed.
It takes work to find an affordable one bedroom.
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[19 Mar 2009|09:21pm] |
So! I'm moving out in May.... that's pretty cool. I don't have a job at the moment, but I've already had an interview, and there's another one on Monday. Pretty sure life was lame for awhile, but now I'm a little bit more hopeful. I can do this life thing, it just sucks sometimes. I will soon discover the joys of no money... ever.
Somehow I'm still doing relatively well in school. I feel, though, that something's going to blow up in my face very soon. I do everything last minute, and feel like I'm hardly putting my best effort in. I have a group presentation tomorrow that's making me really nervous. We're doing a skit that we've practiced only two times... We'll see how well that works out!
And yeah, my life is pretty event-less at the moment. Much of the same.
My little brother turned fifteen yesterday, I guess that was fairly momentous. I remember being younger and thinking, "Wow! When I'm twenty John will only be fifteen." Now all I think is "Holy crap, you're fifteen...and I'm going to be an adult. Holy crap."
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[06 Nov 2008|08:45pm] |
Kay
I would like you all to now play Poker Face and Just Dance, by Lady Gaga, over top of one another right now.
And then you will realize.
Her first hit...
is the same as her second!
Originality for shiz.
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[22 Oct 2008|11:37pm] |
So, I guess I know I feel overwhelmed, now, by how irregularly I go to the gym.
Right now, it's like...not today, I have no time. Maybe not tomorrow, too stressed.
And now I should go to bed, but then I'd have to get up...and my eyes are burning anyway. So I might as well keep trucking.
I want to tell you, this assignment is useful but TEDIOUS. Why do I need to find an example from the book damnit.
Why did I start this project so late when it's due tomorrow?
And why, I ask you, why do I keep eating junk food when it really does nothing for me?
It even hurts my stomach.
Resist.
I cried today because I burned a cake.If you can't bake a cake, what can you do?
All I had to do was take it out on time?
I just want something in my life to chill.
Why do I have to go to the gym to look good? It's time consuming and tiring.
It's like everything in life though.
To get what you want you've gotta work for it.
Maybe I should quit my job and become more of a hermit.
With no money, I will just watch a lot of tv and eat the junk my parents like to buy.
Then. I will be fat. But I will not work for crazy old ladies, and women who can't work nights... because... uhmm... they can't.
No kiddies, no obligations, less of a life than me. And you can't work nights. I could kick you.
I want a new job, but I know the grass isn't always greener on the other side. But I also know it never hurts to try.
But then I know, that's a lie.
And the grass is sometimes greener.
So then I don't know what.
Fuuuuuuuck prose poems and metaphors.
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[12 Jun 2008|12:40am] |
I don't really like my job anymore?
Trying to stay balanced with everything.
And I realize I can't make everyone happy.
So I'll stick with keeping myself happy.
And I am.
In love.
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[31 Mar 2008|06:10pm] |
So, I procrastinate.
I do 12 page papers the day before they are due.
I study the night before tests worth 25% of my mark.
I am a horrible student. I need to start going to school every day. I need to start taking more classes that interest me. And I have to start taking more of an initiative when it comes to school work.
I guess I just don't like working hard.
That's an impressive quality, really.
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[26 Mar 2008|08:39pm] |
So...
my boobs hurt.
frown.
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[17 Mar 2008|12:36am] |
I'm cold and I'm tired, but I refuse to sleep yet. I don't really know why. It just feels like the right thing to do.
I wish life could always be like this. The little moments, and the feelings I get, they should last forever.
But reality strikes and papers pile. Exams sneak up behind me and those moments are over.
They end with the thought of tomorrow, or two hours from that time.
But they leave an after taste.
A warm, sweet taste of content.
It's a deep joy that never leaves, but shifts, until another moment comes.
I just finished reading The Passion by Jeanette Winterson for Lit class. It made me realize how much I love words, and how I'd love to use them as poetically as she does.
"This hole in my heart is in the shape of you. No one else can fill it. Why would I want them to?"
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[05 Mar 2008|11:17pm] |
I am being crushed under the weight of MY inadequacies.
English Lit is slaughtering me. Solid.
And Existentialism is kicking my "life in black and white" ass.
I can't analyze shit.
Poetry? Please, no.
The work of Neitzsche and Sartre? Errr...wha?
Yeah.
Thanks but NOOOOO.
I want April to be here ASAP. Now.
We'll skip this exam stuff and get straight to the fun.
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[16 Dec 2007|10:54am] |
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hehehehehe
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[27 Oct 2007|09:05pm] |
I am an old woman.
I go out ONCE and now I am practically on the floor. I am so damn tired.
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[09 Oct 2007|05:41pm] |
"JENNNIEEE!" - 13yr old Brother
"What" - Me
"Calgary is in Canada, RIGHT!?" - Brother
"Yes"
"....Dear God"
Hahaha, funny.
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[04 Oct 2007|11:41pm] |
Sooooooo
University is pretty cool. There's this person and he is... nice. I would like to see how nice he is.
I am the largest chicken on this side of the planet, except for the actual chickens. They kind of win.
Anyway.
I would like to overcome my fear of "putting myself out there" and ask someone on a date.
But who does that?
Dates...
Dating is such a weird concept for me.
I hardly have relationships, and I've never dated, and dating has never led to the relationships I've had.
It's always been friend, then more than friend.
I do things upside down.
Inside out?
It's nice to have this feeling, though. All summer I more or less swore off anything serious. I didn't want to be with anyone, I wanted to be free. However, with school and structure, somehow that need for emotional stability and that constant comfort comes crawling back. It's crashing back, but in the best, overwhelming way.
I think I love words so much that I make myself sound far more dramatic than my situation.
I have a crush on a boy - it sounds less exciting that way.
But it makes me giggle and look lame, which fits the lame phrase, and it's a big, giggling, package of lame.
I bet you didn't think I could use that word so many times.
Well, I'm going to stop writing now, so you have nothing more to read.
And nothing more to cause you to stop and think..."hmmm...so why AM I friends with this weird-o?"
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[25 Sep 2007|09:54pm] |
Ah! I was so bored, that I just mostly cleaned my room. What is this? The only thing I didnt do was make my bed, but that's because soon I will be sleeping in it.
Nothing is on TV... I could read, but there is nothing to read. Besides my textbooks, but they don't count as real reading material. Well, reading material that I really want to read.
Basically I'm hella boooooooreeeedddddddd.
That's it.
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[11 Sep 2007|01:32pm] |
haaaaaaaaaaaa
I am ridiculous.
I want to go chop off all my hair and say fuck it to finding a boy.
They're either in a relationship, or emotionally vacant, or I just can't find them attractive.
So MAH!
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[07 Aug 2007|09:01pm] |
Sometimes you just need to stay in at night. And draw mini tornadoes all over looseleaf in pen. Then read a lot and wander around the house in your friend's boxers. .... I swear that's not really creepy, guys. We don't wear them like underwear, they're just very flimsy shorts.
This has been a full summer, and I'm enjoying it. I really wish I could just become an instant millionaire, though. Or find a job I thorougly enjoy. I mean, at this age, finding a good job isn't so likely. But it can't be SO unlikely?
I'm looking forward to University and new experiences.
I'm not looking forward to waking up at atleast 7:30 every morning.
Looking forward to having four days off.
Not looking forward to working every Thursday Friday and Saturday.
There are always pros and cons, but of course, you have to make the pros better, and the cons worth less.
So yeah.
I just thought I should livejournal a little, as to not completely abandon this little website.
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[09 Jul 2007|03:13am] |
J'adore l'ete et j'adore tous mes amis. Aussi, j'adore le film Transformers! Mon freakin DIEU. C'est tres tres cool. L'action et la violence!
En tous cas, la nuit a continuer a la matin et c'etait amusant. J'espere qu'il n'y a pas des amis que me deteste apres notre jeu (heh), ou apres l'incident avec des ... autres choses...avec les autos...et le manque d'un cle. Mais oui, hokay. Je pense qu'a cause du temps, je doit dormir. Alors, bonne nuit! ou bonne matin!
Et je pense que je doit travailler sur mon francais, parceque c'est VRAIMENT horrible. Vraiment.
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[29 Jun 2007|11:50pm] |
So the course thing is actually NEXT friday at one. Whoops. I still love life. I need to clean my CLOTHES. Shiiit.
Uhmmm. If you are going to any sort of party...next week, let me knooooow. I'm having too much fun for this to end.
We can trade party dates :)? I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours.
kbye
oh yeah, and my cellphone works and stuff, now.
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[29 Jun 2007|01:31am] |
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I have to start DOING things... that aren't going out and working. Like hooking up some UPEI courses... yeah, that will be tomorrow at 1. STILL don't know what I'm taking. Then there's the whole buying a fifty dollar phone card... did that. Nowww I have to find my charger. Yeah. Oops? I'm happy though. Life is sweet. And just keeps going and going. I wonder how long I can do this...we shall hope up until .... School? Yes? Hokay!
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[24 Jun 2007|09:59pm] |
Alright, so, this week has been amazing. One of the best weeks I've had yet. Which is the way everything is supposed to be, this is my grad week!!
Okay. So, I am mostly doing this for my benefit, since I really don't want to forget anything, but ... yes, you get to read it.
Alright!
On Monday there was prom. That morning at around 8AM I arrived at Megan's house and we.... slept. It was delicious, even with the horrible sound of rain on prom day. After the sleep we did some errands and running around. Also we got our hair diiid. Then we all rushed to Megan's and threw on our dresses and make-up to go to Peake's for dinner. Peake's was greaaat, all my friends looking beautiful, how could it get any better? So from Peake's we all went to Megan's and then from there I went with Mitch to his little car, and Lauren went off with Jeff. So! We all meet up and prom...pictuurees, smiliingg, being FREEZING! Man, it was so cold. But that was okay, I think my sheer excitement was keeping me warm. After waiting we finally do the lovely little walk-in. I got the chance to give my two favourite teachers of the year hugs, Mme Lecours and Ms. MacCorquodale. The dance itself was fantastic. We danced from beginning to end, and by we, I mean EVERYONE. Allll my friends were up there dancing their hearts out. I, of course, am not the most coordinated girl on the planet, so I stepped on a couple toes, and smashed into Mitch a few times. That didn't matter, though. I didn't care at all. At one point, I ended up cutting my toe on someone's shoe and started to bleed all over the dance floor. I had the great idea of dancing sans shoes. ... High heels are a pain. So, I was dancing with a bleeding toe and I didn't care either. I just thought it made a sweet story. And doesn't it? Ha!
Anyway, after prom there was prom partyyyy. This was at Cat's place. I was ridiculoously happy and talking to everyone in the cottage. Everyone seemed to be having fun minus a bit of drama drama that I avoided quite well. I enjoyed myself tremendously there, as well. What could be better than alcohol and a bunch of friends in one room? Nothing! That night I didn't go to bed, and Mitch drove Lauren and I to my house around 7AM. We then ate eggs and went to bed. Then woke up around 2, had more eggs and decided to get dressed. This is now Tuesday, which is the Rural's prom. We went down there to see the pretty dresses then got bored and went to Tim Horton's. After that we both headed home as we were insanely tired.
Then Wednesday came! This was Grad rehearsal day. Also it was Jennie's Pool Party day. Nobody actually knew about it until rehearsal, but a great group of people ended up coming over. We swam (in the freeezing pool) and tanned. There was also supper and burgers and all that. The day was perfect for the pool, it was sunny and warm and beautiful! So much fuun! That evening we decided to go to Blooming Point to have a nice bonfire and just to hang out. That ended up being crashed by some people we don't particularly like or know. That was alright though. Lauren and Britt got a nice buzz/drunk going on and I drove them home around 1AM. Cute kids, I swear. Lauren kept rolling down the window and yelling "GOOD MORNING!!!" to anyone she saw. Mind you, this was around 12:30. It was hardly morning, yet, but she felt it was the proper thing to do.
Anyway, since I didn't drink I was perfectly fine the next day (Thursday) and finally had the chance to sleep a little bit. I relaxed and slept all day until it was time to begin the graduation process. So, we had to go to the school first to get our gowns then off to the "interfaith" service. It was more of a Catholic service, but whatever, I could deal for an hour. After then we headed off to UPEI. Graduation was long and rather boring, I ended up with honours, which is sweet! And Mark's speech was a wicked way to end the ceremony. After the ceremony there were pictures then all the grads loaded onto the buses and we went back to the school. At school there was an insane hypnotist. It was freaking HILARIOUS. Man, Keiran getting up and dancing, Brian and his bandaids, the fairy boys. Oh, and Bethany's poses when she found at that Jooohnnny Depp was on the "tv". There was also pizza and prizes. I didn't win anything, but a couple friends did. Candy magically fell on Jen's face. Still not sure how that happened. After the hypnotist we went to Sandspit. That was such a blast. All the rides and the running around. The laughing and the carrying on. It was amazing. I can't even explain it. It made me feel so happy and content. I love all my friends. You guys rule. Anyway, after Sanspit we had to go back to the school for pancakes and I then went to Jen's house to get some sleep before work.
So I had to work that Friday after staying up all night. It was exhausting but I managed. Then I just went home and to bed. The next day, Saturday, I had to work 9-5:30 and closed by myself for the first time. We'll see how I did when I go in this Tuesday. Anyway, after work Lauren picked me up and we went to her place. Chez Lauren we put together her little beach/birthday party. It was awesome. We had tents, and fire. It was Lauren, Myself, Brit, Cat, Katie M, and Aaron at first. Later Ben arrived. Then around 1AM we all decided it was time for bed. We were running low on energy. Around 2-2:30 we were woken up by the sound of numerous people coming to our fire. It happened to be Mitch and his friends so we ended up being aawake...again, and chilling at the fire all night, nooo more sleep. After the fun we all packed up our stuff and headed out for breakfast. We left Aaron, Katie, Cat and Ben at the beach and raced our way to Maid's. Maid's wasn't open so we then proceeded to race to Smitty's, which was ALSO closed. So off to the Reading Well to wait for Maid's to be open at 7. It was great, we were all ridiculously tired, but the racing around town trying to beat each other to the different destinations helped to wake me up a little. We won twice and Matt and Mitch won twice, as well. So I SUPPOSE it's even. Although, it really should have been us three, them one. But they were cheap and ran to the door before we managed. Even though we ARRIVED there first.
After breakfast this Sunday I went back to Lauren's and we slept until two. Then, we (being her, me, her mom Lisa and Aunt) went to Lauren's grandparents for birthday dinner and what not. That was nice and we stayed until 8ish. So I arrived homme and 8:30PM today and here I am, exhausted and so happy. Tomorrow I plan to go to the beach with Megan, then I work Tuesday...until Saturday. Then CANADA DAAAY. Oh, and I want people to come here that day for swimming. It will be planned properly at a later date.
So there you have it. My weekend in full, taken up your friends' page.
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